justrun-.

have this awfully strange feeling that some thing's gone wrong. it's really. really. really strange and a bit disturbing :( sigh then again maybe it's cos i've been thinking about some unpleasant things lately.

i am so dying without my reading room to mug at. haha. had to go for the brightsparks thing today which burnt my whole morning. was pretty good cept that the pace of the class was awfully slow (perhaps i'm too used to short, succinct, no-time-to-waste sort of lessons we normally have). and the class was like super lethargic. i tried to volunteer to ans questions more cos it was getting really draggy but it was quite strange cos i think like three quarts of the class was from 6C and i was the only one from 68 :( how lonely. haha. oh well. learned quite a lot of useful things.

been feeling very tired for the past 2 days so that's more nap time i.e. time wasted NOT STUDYING. and giddy :( feels awful sometimes. esp the tiredness. mm. then today i had to squeeze in a run right after lunch or else i would not have been able to run and then i wouldn't have run for three days (i think 3 days is too long it kills my body.. ahha. really.) yes so anyway lunch was so filling and halfway through my run i felt so darn sick! felt like throwing up ( i guess that's quite duh cos i mean after you eat you go run obviously you'll feel like that right). hai. horrid horrid feeling. gah and i had to cut my run short cos we were rushing off to the library :( boohoo.

i feel very restless now and nervous and. AGH. i realise i am a much more rational and efficient when i am calm. when i am all nervous like right NOW i can't do stuff and i GAH get annoyed with myself.

time is running out out out outout outoutout outoutoutout AHHH!!!!!!. i dont' like the weekend it disrupted my routine! :(

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [22:11]

and took [20080607] strides

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